Life After Loss

BEEN WAY TO LONG

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 22:34:05 GMT

Its been forever since i last wrote in this thing. I dunno ive been so bored today and i dont wanan leave the house casue its like 300 degrees outside and plus its gunna pour so yeah wont be leaving the house. I havent written in this thing in about 2 months and there has been way too much shit. I guess the biggest thing is that i havent talked to of my friends(the old usualls) in about a month and a half. There was this whole big thing about ppl saying shit and blah blah blah, stories being twisted and u know the usual. But whatever i cant h8 any of them cause they were my friends but i can dislike them. Its not that i dislike them i just wouldnt be friends with any of them ever again thats all. Betrayals a bitch and well i guess shit just happens.
Ive just decided this past week that i will be moving out of my house. I havent decided who im going to live with yet (i have quite a few choices) but im gunna make a decision b4 school. I guess i find my house annoying, no ones done nething to piss me off i just think its time for change. My dad wont pay for me to live on campus again so i guess moving out is just the next chapter.
Theres way too much stuff to write about and im way to bored so im gunn acall random ppl.

ummmm..............................

Fri, 27 May 2005 16:05:05 GMT

WOW is all i have to say about lately. The past two weeks have been nothing but ppls bull. I know ive said this about 4 trillion times but i h8 when people r twofaced. I mean there is no need for it. Say what u gotta say and be done with it but then again according to some people (more specificly A person) they dont have the luxury of being me and saying wht the want. Well i guess i could do what people say and run my mouth but when i try to help people it usually gets thrown back in my face so im gunna pass on the running of the mouth.I think ill do the exact opposite and cut off the information. What i hear from now on is between me and the person who told it. You'd think i would have learned this lesson sooner, but it wasnt actually until last night that i realized even when you keep information from someone to help them or because of fear that they might blow u in, it doesnt matter, YOU will ALWAYS be wrong if you knew the information to begin with wheather you thought u were doing the right thing or not.

Shit Shit and More Shit!!!!

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 14:10:21 GMT

So everything was going really well for quite sometime until i guess i "ran my mouth"(so to say). I guess it was my fault that all the shit went down and i actually felt like matt but i did it for a reason.I hated that i was made out to look like a lying sack of shit in the end when i wasnt and now my friends probably hate me. I just dont understand sometimes why people cant admit what they say??? No matter i guess ill take the blame cause i hate when everyone fights. I d rather have everyone mad at me then transfering the blame to someone else. I know what i said and i can repeat iot in a heartbeat but I ill just leave it alone. I guess that only time can heal the damage.

I dunno what to say about amber. I just dont know.We talked for like an hour last night but i still dont know. I feel betrayed and yet i know i betrayed her by telling adam and megan what she said but i wish that she didnt make me look like a liar.

I talked to adam last night and hes like really pumped to go into the air force. He still has some doubts but hell be ok. Hes the adventurous type neways.

I dunno what megan thinks of everything cause i havent mad the effort to say anything to her. But b4 all the shit happened shes been really happy.........prolly the happiest that ive seen her in a long time.

Work will forever be annoying. I hate the schedule switching shit that goes on. Im not forced to work monday for matt cause noone else will do it. Its ok though, it will be boring and i can work on my english portfolio.............God knows ill have plenty of silence.

88 days till i cruise around europe and drink myself dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT AS USUALL

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 12:40:52 GMT

So lately things have acctually been ok. Except for i havent been feeling well lately but no big. AND FOR THE RECORD.............MEGAN I AM NOT MAD AT U...............YET J/K. u JUST ANNOY ME SOMETIMES BUT IN A WAY A FRIEND DOES.(DID THAT MAKE WNY SENSE? No i didnt think so.)

So shits not bad lately i havent heard much of anyones shit prolly due to the fact that when everyone thinks im mad: they tend to stay away cause i might rip their faces off. No major shit to talk about. This is actually kinda depressing. I must say this may just b the lamest live journal that ive ever written.

I am now convinced that there is information that is being hidden from me and i will find out. It has been way too tranquil for our little group of horrors to not have any drama. I guess tonight im P.I 'in it.

Cor whore what the hell u dont call u dont write what the shit is this about??? Im waiting for another H5/T-UNIT outing! I also wanna hear the shit about doug since u havent been with jer. U know the cell my favorite irish woman.

I HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 12:19:35 GMT

What does the person who usually has all the answers do when they finally run out of them???? I cant even solve my own problems and yet im sitting here listening to other's issues. I feel like im fading slowly away from everyone. I can blame others but i wont because then id start problems so i guess as usual (lately anyways) im gunna keep it on the dl.

So my big thing is liers. I hate them! So when im asked "whats wrong?" Do i lie and become a hypocrite and avoid conflict or say how i feel (the norm) and face the consequences of possibly insulting everyone i talk to? I AM SO CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!! I really dont wanna pull a corrie and seclude myself away from everyone (which wouldnt be a bad idea considering that i doing horrible in school) but its all i can think of doing. It wont make the issues or feelings that i have go away but for a while it will get them off my mind until a later date when i can handel them.

Everyone in our group is fading away not just from me but from eachother. None of them will admit it to eachothers faces but its there. I know for a fact im not the only one seeing it cause others have come to me and said somethig way b4 i did so................i guess if it all falls apart were all to blame but its still shitty.

I H8 THIS FEELING!

I Love The Attitude!!!

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 16:23:53 GMT

I love when somethings wrong with someone and they take it out on everyone else...............isnt it just enjoyable. I know i do it but at least i admit that i do it, but whatever.

I hate the bullshit i have to listen to 24-7 because people dont know when to keep their mouths shut. I like to hear peoples issues and help them but when other people intervein and make the situation worse that kills me. Because whose the first one to get called when the shit hits the fan? (ill guve u one guess!) Oh yeah ME!!!

Has anyone ever wanted to tell someone something but then didnt because you were afraid to hurt them? Thats how i feel right now. The only problem is that if i told the people who i know shit about what other people thought it may cause problems and i dont wanna be the starter of issues. At least not intentionally. I dunno, i know my opinions are valued(so to say) but i sometimes dont feel right giving them because of what might be said after. I guess lately ive been doing alot more talking to ppl about shit. I know it helps them vent but the only problem is that i now know how ppl feel about certain things and then if people only knew it would be over.

I DONT FUCKING KNOW? I GUESS I JUST KNOW WAY TOO MUCH!!!!!

Soooooooooooooooooo TIRED!!!!!!!

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 15:45:25 GMT

So last night after matts house i was on my way home when an odd number came up so i answered it. It was my cousin and he wanted to know what i was doing. He convinced me to come over for a bit. I WAS IN THAT BASEMENT WITH THOSE POT HEADS FOR 3 HRS. When i woke up to get ready for work i felt like what megan looks like in the morning. It was bad i thought i wasnt gunna make it in.

I THINK I MAY DIE!!!!!!!!!!1

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 18:23:27 GMT

My little brother is the workout nazi!!!!!!!!!!! I simply asked him to keep me on track with my work outs and instead i got a personal trainer from hell!!!!!! He's like up my ass on everything now. I was doing the normal reps that he had planned for me and he kept telling me todo more...........i thought i was gunna shit myself. He is terrible!!! I wish i never asked the piece of shit to help me now. He had me up at the asscrack of dawn douing push ups and reps with weights. I swear to u i was so tempted to put a weight through his head!!!!!!!!!

I thought i should let the world know about my tramatic experience today. Im gunna go feed my fat and probably sleep. Then im off to the hojos and i get to yell at Randel later. Oh and mad excited i wont be bored at work this weekend. (he better bring bear or theres gunna be probs.)

Same Old Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 18:15:38 GMT

I have to start up by saying Megan, u crack me up!!! The shit u tell me is priceless!

This weekend was nothing special. Just the same old people hanging at the same old places talking about the same old shit. The only exciting thing that i found out about is that Randy will be working with me next weekend. He'll be working maintenence but still alll he'll have to do is move a few tvs, change the garbage and possibly put away the breakfast. Im mad excited cause i wont be bored.

I guess my journal lately has been getting people in trouble but no offense to any of my friends but............i dont care. And to be honest they shouldnt either.

Ummmm....................what else? I dunno im just really bored right now and im waiting for my food to come. I guess ill be hanging with the crew tonight after the festivities at my house are over. I absolutely hate palm sunday cause every year my dads friends come over for dinner and its gay. My dad makes me and my bro go cause he thnks it will make his friends and business associates think that we're a tight nit family or some shit like that. But whatever its just another year of the same shit so hopefully after the boringness ends i hope i can ahve a semi-fun night with my friends.

BORED AND YET STILL LOVING THE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 14:05:55 GMT

It's 8:42am and im sitting at the DAYS INN RIVERVIEW bored as hell out of my mind. There are suppose to be like 35 checkouts and yet not one has showed yet.(im assuming that they're all going to come down at the same time and ill be stressed out cause the lobby is full of people!)

So anyways the past couple of days has been quite interesting in our lame lives. All i can say is is that ...................without all the bullshit that happens and all the people who like to pry in other peoples business, i dont think i would have anything to do all day. Of course everyone and their mother comes to me with their problems when something goes wrong. The thing i love the most is how people just cant seem to mind their own business and have to make other people misrable just because their relationships suck!!!!!! FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE READING THIS U KNOW WHO U R!

School sucks ass and im definately only shooting for a 2.0 this semester. This semester sucked ass and a half. MY FATHER IS GOING TO CRUSIFY ME WHEN HE SEE'S MY GRADES!!! I havent been on campus(to stay) in about a week and people have been calling me to c if i was alive. Now that my parentals gave my car back im have no reason to be there. Why listen to the drama from Buffalo when i can experience it first hand in Niagara Falls? Chances are: im not going to stay on campus this week either.

Megan's in Rochester this weekend with Matt, Nick, Beth, and Courtney. Courtney wanted to c this concert so they thought they could take a little vaca. I was kinda glad that she would get a reprieve from all the shit thats bben going on but as of midnight last night the calls started pouring in. This chick is like a drama magnet im convinced. I went out with Bry and Randy last night and i must say it was quite enjoyable. There was no drama and not a whole lot of talk about anything major. It may of been because megan wasnt there. (sry meg)

Corrie texted me the other day and i forgot to call her and invite her to the fun we didnt have this weekend. SRY COR WHORE

KT thinks i ditched her last night by going out with Bry and Randy. I never agreed to going to the whatever it was with her. I was sleeping when she called to ask me if she could borrow my italian book.

Sorta Fun

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 15:17:08 GMT

So i came home yesterday went tanning (and only the parts that people wont b c-ing are the ones that are getting tanner) picked up my mother from work, ran errands, and went to dinner with the fam. So after dinner i went with matt nick olivia(the person who is currently interested in nick) so they could go eat dinner. This was a chore and a half. We first went to denny's and the i had reminded nick that it was friday and u cant eat meat. So then after debating for like 20 min nick wanted to go to Gadawski's for a fish fry. Well after explaining to the waiter that we yhad to leave and it was urgent to get olivia home b4 her mom flips a shit we were on our way to Gadawski's when matt said that it would be bussier than a whore house on a saturday. So then we decided to go to Applebees. After i was dropped off at my car and went to megans work. It was enjoyable. Jason Gormsley cracks my fat ass up. Him and amber were accross the table from eachother talking through ims. It was hilarious. So then Kt came and got her glasses from me cause she left them in my car, i went shit, drove amber home and then met megan and kt at megan's house. At this point in time i was perfectly content with life and then megan had to ruin it by being a heinous bitch.(there were other factors too so it wasnt just her) So now im annoyed and hating life i was a bitch for about the next 2 hrs. Then i guess corrence came (i didnt c her) and shortly after kt and corr whore left to go to canada. So then it was me bry megan and randel. Well i was locked out of my house and couldnt go home so i had to stay at the hotel. I stayed in the room wi9th megan and randy. I felt really bad cause i felt like i was intruding. But my bitchyness corrupted randy cause we got onto the topic of how everyone hates him but they wont say anything to his face so........... and him and megan fought for a bit and i felt horrible. Ive never felt so bad b4 in my life. So then a little after things were ok between megan and Randy i left and luckily my mother was up to let me in.

Highlights of the Night

- calling a radio station and asking about ghost stories

-measuring boobs

-colossao taco (kt kennedy drunk and marissa s's huge ass)

-freaking out the night auditor

-megan elbowing herself in the head with randys elbow

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 13:16:27 GMT

TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ive never been more excited for the weekend in mt life! This week at school has sucked so much nut hair its ridiculous! I have a test today in anthro and i bet u im gunna fail and kt fil will pass.(not by much though) So Ive wanted to talk to cor whore but havent had the time to give her a ring. She works alot anyways so maybe its good that i didnt bother her. Kt is mortified that Chris Tavano went away to c his mother and then off to Chicago to take a look at a Timberland store, shes praying that he h8s it so he will 4 ever stay with her- aka so they can continue fighting like always. Megan gets giddy on thursdays cause randel comes home and at the same time battles the hatred toward randy that some of our "friends" have toward him. I asked him last night at the hotel to ask his "pops" about fixing my car and he said he would and he better or that ugly thing sitting in the back of his house will never see daylight again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! j/k(no im really not) No one fucking knows what the hell is going on with Bobby cause the kid is like anti-social: would u pick up the phone sometime JESUS CHRIST!!!!! Well i guess Bobby is sucking in school as much as the rest of us are and thats kinda relieveing considering i thought Bobbert was a brain. WHAT THE FUCK ELSE..............................................This weekend had better be an enjoyable one cause i have been in the best mood that ppl have seen me in a long time and if my friends are smart the wont piss me off!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ummmmm thats all for now i just got in my dorm and its dead quiet and my roomate is sleeping and im sure the keyboard is annoying so im going to stop but if he doesnt wake up from his own farts the the keyboard shouldnt wake him up either so whatever i gues ill go italian 101 calls...................Buonogiorno Peeps (that means goodmorning)

I Guess Ive Been an Ass

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 14:23:22 GMT

So lately ive been really really bitchy and obviously everyone has noticed. If i havent already expressed what my childhood trauma is, its due to all bullshit that goes on and the fact that i have to hear it all. Some of it i dont mind hearing but alot of it is just useless information. Yes it bothers me that ive been an ass to my friends but the only other way is to act like nothings wrong and yet everyone knows that there is so why hide it!

- Meg and I share the same viewpoint on that everyone should mind their own damn business and leave her and Randy alone.

- If people have an issue with anyone why dont u just say something instead of talking behind peoples back?

- People who are trying to start shit(with anyone)should just kill themselves right now. There's no need for the extra shit in our lives, Im pretty sure we all have enough to deal with.

- Cor whore has the right idea of secluding herself from people, well i had the same idea but corrie's just a little more proactive about it.

Anyways moving on.......................i think my solution is just to start over with everyone. Just be my usual blunt self but with a better attitude. The seclusion thing was a good idea but i dont think i can do it for long and then when i would start hanging out with ppl again id just ending put being bitchy!

So anyway ill bve home later yodya to do my laundry and hopefully will be back at school tonight but chances are that ill end up staying home and mnissing class tomorrow! Thats just the norm!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TO ALL NOSEY ASS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 19:11:48 GMT

PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO READ MY JOURNAL AND USE IT TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLES LIVES MISRABLE SHOULD FUCK OFF!!!!!! WHY SHOULD I HIDE THE TRUTH JUST SO OTHER PEOPLES LIES CAN STILL BE IN EFFECT! !! WHY SHOULD THE LIVES OF ME AND MY FRIENDS BE DISRUPTED BY PETTY PEOPLE BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO LIVES. AND IF ARTHUR T CURCION WANTS TO DISCUSS MY LATEST ENTRY HE KNOWS HOW TO REACH ME!!!!

BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 19:28:10 GMT

Wow its been mad long since ive updated this shit! As usual there hasnt been much gong on in the pathtic lives of the t-unit members. Except the usual bickering and shit of the usuall people.

Corrie for some reason is ignoring the world, she refuses to answer any of mine and megans phone calls.(im pretty sure i know why though) I thought she was mad at me which she very well could be considering i saw her online yesterday and asked her if she was mad and then signed off so......im really not sure that the hell is going on with Corrie Ellen Fucking O'Hara!

Megan and Randy are peachy keen minus the whole he has a girlfriend fact. Randy although is already being the jealous boyfriend even though him and Megan dont go out........... hes asking alot of questions about artie and vise versa. Artie the nosey little shit that he is is also asking questions about randy. Not that is either of their business about eachother but whatever. If they really want to know sonething why dont they just ask eachother???? I am a little upset that Randy doesnt trust me with any info. I cant blame him considering everytime im mad i always say that im gunna blow someones spot but i never do and if i do its on accident. But people who truely trust me like Megan and Corrie know that ive never told nayone anything that theyve told me not to repeat. I think the time that i talked to randy about artie b4 he came home scared him and also i think hes afraid im gunna find out who his girlfriend is and tell her which isnt something i would do unless i relly hated him which i dont but i guess only time can build trust.

Adom in my opinion is comming on way too strong to corrence! He says he doesnt like her and swears it up and down i dunno its all wierd. I cant place it.

TODAY IS MARDI GRAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And yet im not doing anything :-( I wanted megan and corrie to come up and we can chill and watch movies and shit but megan doesnt want to and im sure if i call corrie she wont answer so looks like im getting drunk with a litlle stoned on the side!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow do i hate ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 22:42:35 GMT

I seriously cant stand people anymore!!!!!!!!! Y do they feel the need to lie and piss me off? Do they not know that im going to say something to them? Oh and i love how kt tells me that she calls me all the fucking time to do shit and i never pick up my phone.....................THAT IS THE BIGGEST LOAD OF SHIT IVE IVE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!! So just for the record i always call ppl back if i missed their call and kt dont write in ur lj that u couldnt get ahold of the "crew" casue the u must not have called everyone!

I can't handle the DRAMA no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 21:52:13 GMT

What the shit??????? I cant take Jeremy anymore, the kid is like 6 states away and he cauises more trouble than a rabid monkey!!!! I was awoken yeasterday at 8 am by none other than jeremy telling me that hes going to pretend to be gay so he can get out and one of his bunk mates was gunna say that he was jers "partner". So about 20 min later i recieve another phone call from a number that i didnt recognise. I answered it and the voice said " Carl did u talk to jeremy this morning?" So not knoing who it was i said " who the hell is this?" they replied "ITS TAMMY CURCIONE HONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!" I was gunna shit i started appoligizing rite away and she asked me all thse questions about what jer said and she wanted to know what i was saying to jer when he called and what corrie said when she talked to hima nd all this shit. After like 2 hrs of me meg adom and cor talking to eachother, mrs curcione wanted us all over theere after 3(thats when big art left for work) so we can all talk. I guess that jer has been telling us all different shit(which is y he didnt want us to go c his ma). Well we straightened everything oyut and its all peachy keen once again. (or at least another bullshit lie comes up)

Last night i went and watched megan at karate and it was the fucking funniest thng i had seen in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I seriously shit a brick of weed and smoked it!!!!!!!!!! It smelled really bad up there like rotting feet but the fighting was the best. They did this shit where it was like u had to pretend to fight 3 othere ppl off and thsi one dude who was like 59 yrs old was acting like a powere ranger!!!!!!! i swear to god when i lefyt there i had never laughed so hard in my life!!!!!

Well ive been puking all day so we shall see what is happening tonight. Kt called and said she got her cunt belt and i really want to c it!!!!!!!!!

The Past Week and a Half...........................

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 01:50:49 GMT

Things lately have been very weird. Its been a heinous emotional rollercoaster. First jeremy left for his infintry training and i dont care what neone says.........he knew that he would be killing ppl!!!!!! Lets not even sugar coat the truth. So the day we had to c him off it was really sad but it didnt get worse untul he was about to leave and then came back, burst out crying, like full hardcore crying and said "i dont know what im gunna do without u guys." That was when i knew that this would be harder than i thought to say goodbye. Well after we left we went on with our live but of course not without jer cause he calles every oportunity he gets .(which is every moment of his stay there cause hes switching his job and has all this time to himself....must be fuckin nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )

The shit with megan and artie will 4 ever haunt us till judgement day!!!!!!!!! this girl cant get away and this chooch wont let her go. Can anyone else see the potential for a serial killer?????? While they do the ex quarrel, megans focusing on a new dude ( Randel Martell.....hes irish and skinny like anorexicly skinny he need to step fooyt in an italian house for about 2 months and see how he turns out lol) who i for one am excited for her cause: A- she needs someone, except theres a prob, hes got a girlfriend but that will change soon if i have anything to do with it. B- our group is so boring and we need som new blood in it. But as everyone knows that if she does gat a new boyfriend ARTHUR T CURCIONE will be there to try to ruin it but its not gunnna happen........im on watch duh!!!!

Cor Cor and jer date now and they r the new hottest thing to talk about! They r officially the hottest couple of 2005 ( well more cor than jer cause u know corrie ellen fucking o'hara is the hottest girl in nf!!!!!!!!!) Jer wanted to come home and go to school in Kentucky and i was like what did u hit ur head? U date Corrie Ellen fucking O'hara the girl every guy wants and the girl every girl wants to be!!!!! If u go to Kentucky T-UNIT will just have to deal with u!!!! I love Corrie!!!!! She cracks me up like whoa!!!! It is hilarious when we get together...hellen keller!!!!!

Megans b-day was on saturday and it was bitchin!!!!!!!! My parentals went to Syracuse to visit mt sister and the house was mine!!!! We had more fun than watching two cats fuck!!!!! We played flip cup and beer pong, watched mean girls, had food(of course), cake, and we sang happy b-day and it was hott! oh yeah and we DRANK OUR ASSES OFF!!!! Megan even drank and at that point i knew my boo was growing up. ; Well thats my update for the month ill prolly write about the dream i had later when i get home from hojos.

I NEED REPREIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 17:36:26 GMT

The past wek has been interesting(thats the only word i can use without offending anyone i hang with). Ive spent it with none other than my friends:meg nik mat marc bry(ugly bry in corries case) and jer. Its getting a little rediculous! I mean i like going out ith them but its the same shit over and over and over! B4 we all use to go to matts hotel and chill in the "L" wing and it was fun, but now that i work there i just wanna go home after. who wants to stay at work any longer than i have yto...........................not i! I really miss H5!!!!!!!!! I cant stress that enough! We will all hang out again if i ahve to kidnap each of shove u all in my shitty buick and drive us somewhere to do our heinousness to people!

I saw s.k yesterday at tops and started to laugh so loud i almost pissed myself. She really needs new glasses because the ones she wears look like granny glasses and they're to big for her face. Well whtever im bored as shit and ill prolly be bored tonight too with the same ppl i hang out with all the fucking time. Only megan feels my pain on this one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh and if kt reads this what the hell si up with u and manager boy??????

Shit

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 23:31:06 GMT

Megan thought I should update my journal so here's the update: Yesterday Megan informed me that her boobs were hurting, which could mean that her period is comming. So no sex for whowever wants to "hit" that. That is the update for today.

The Best Fuckin Night Ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 18:16:41 GMT

Last night was the best night since last weekend! Bobby, Cor, Jeremy, and I went to witch dr's and that was the gayest time i have ever had there. Fiorst i was the only one who was able to drink because i had a chalked id and if i would have bought them drinks they would of just had them taken away. So after i had like 4 sips of my beer i dumped it and stole the beer mug. (sry cor ur not getting it!) We had decided that we were gunna go to omega (in canda) but then none of us had any fuckin idea where it was so.................we settled for malibu. I have to admit, that was the best time at malibu that i had ever had! Every time ive been there it was gayer than sin so i never reelly wanted to go back but last night was bitchin. I was just gunna drink beer all night but the everyone else was gettin g mixed drinks do i didnt wanna feel like a dinkus so i had quite a few. The uv red was the freakin best i think me and cor had atleast two of those on top of captain and coke,blue vodka and sprite, a shot of soko, and there was more but i dont remember. The funniest part was when cor and i had to go to the bathroom so we went alolo of a sudden i hear bobby screaming at the top of his lungs beavcuse he wanted to dance to the "thong song". So hes got the girls bathroom door open screaming at cor to get out and dance. If i hadnt peed i would have pissed myself. There were alot of lod ppl there like reallyh old. i wonder if it was bring ur oparents night??????????????? Well anyway i was a little to tipsy to driveso after jer carried cor to bobbys car and he dropped us off at my car at hojos, jer drove to dennys. WORD TO THE WISE: GREASE AND ALCOHOL DO NOT MIX WELL, U WILL PUKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So after i spilled my drink on my phone at dennys and we annoyed everyone there because we were so freakin loude i drove cor home and then we bvisited matt at his hotel, i left jer there cause he told his parents that he was sleeping at my dorm so he was allowed to stay out.

I JUST FOUND OUT I HAVE A CURFEW!!!!!!!!!!! ITS 4AM!!!!!!!! I WAS SHOCKED!!!!!! Well whatever i ha a blst and a half bobby cor and jer are the best ppl to hang out with in the world !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im not sure but cor if u read this i think he does!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully tonight will be just as good as last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Weekend

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 15:26:08 GMT

JUST SKIP TO SATURDAY THAT WHERE ALL THE GOOD SHIT STARTS

Friday

Went to school from 8-11 and then went to bed. I had to get up at 4 to get ready for work and that was an experoince and a half. It was only my secopnd day working at shitty aeropostale and they had me do the whole men's section. This dude phil helped but not much cause he said i needed to learn. So after i tackeled that we had to do the clearence.(if u ask me the whole freaking store is clearence) That was 200% easier than the mens. After work i met with Kt Cor Meg Nick Mark Bry and Adam at applebees cause jeramy came home. We had somewhat fun. Me and kt got into a fight in the middle of dinner and i love when we started to yell that everyone shut up and didnt say a fuckin work for like 5 min. But after we went to matts hotel and stayed in a room and just chilled.(This was after i took cor home, she looked like death, maybe cause she was smoking im not sure) So after 4am rolled around i was a little pooped so i went home and slept for ever.

Saturday

Saturday didnt start 4 me until 2pm. i had to get up and run all these erands for my parental figures. I made my brother come with me so i didnt have to leave the car and i could stay in my pajamas. So when we finished i went home and showered. Then NIKKI D called me and said she was bored. So i picked her uip and we went to the cheap movies. WORD TO THE WISE: DO NOT WASTE YOUR MONEY ON "SAW". YOU WILL NEVER REGAIN THE 2 HRS OF LIFE THAT YOU WASTED ON THAT MOVIE!!!! So after we had nothing to do so we woke up megan. Shortly after i dropped nikki off at home. Megan and i went to see marks office in the old niagara falls highschool. I was bitchin. i mean as bitchin as an old classroom can be but, it was a neat hangout. THIS SHIT IS BORING TO WRITE ABOUT SO IM GUNNA SKIP TO 11 PM. So bobby had called me earlier i the day to see what h5 was up to. I told him to get ahold of cor and ill talk to meg. We assumed kt would be calling one of us by that time. So Anyway I picked up cor and then bobby. And then we had heard from phil gigliotti that there was a party on buff ave. We get there and not only did we have to pay but on top it sucked. It was overly crowded ad full of 10th nd 11th graders. I was gunna shit. this party blew more dick than a whore on niagara ave!!!!!!!! GOOD THING WE DECIDED TO STAY FOR ONLY 20 MIN CAUSE I WAS GUNNA THROWUP FROM ALL THE BODY HEAT!! So we left and on with our regularly scheduled plans. We took a trip to horizon and l;et me inform al;l the porn freaks that talk of the town is way the hell better than horizon!!!!! So we did our duty and then made another few stops way the hell out of the way. All in all good time cor and bobby.

Sunday was a bunch of shit i did homework all effin day until 9:30 when i went to visit megan at work. Nick and mark s had put this spray paint shit all over kt and megs car. (it washes off) So after i did something that i dont do very often. I thought that maybe h5 could use some of that shit????? im expecting at least one of the 4 other members of our organization to second my idea and we will all have a shittin good time.

What A Freakin Couple Weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 01:59:34 GMT

Well as usuall meagn is in the neverending battle with arthur t. curcione and still writting in her journal about it so someone will eventually tell raquel about it.

So.............A little update.

Last weekend on Saturday me megan and cor were suppose to go out. We were going to my dorm room to pick up some shit, drop off shit and, possible annoy my roomate. Well at like 6:00pm kt sent like 40 ppl a text saying she was having a shitty time at St. John Fisher.(she was visiting mike) So the good friend as i am i called her and said what the hell is ur problem. she said she was bored, so i told her what me cor and meg wre doing and she said shed be home in an hour. That little funny bitch did an hour and a half trip in 52 min. That is some damn skill rite thurrrr. So she met us at my dorm room. (after she got lost in downtown buffalo) Corrie o stole my roomates brownie mix and left him a few helpful hints.(clean ur clothes,use deodorant,make ur bed,ect) so after about 2 hrs there brian cor and i decided we wanted to the same thing john across the hall does 6 times a day.(and no it is not waking off!!!!) Sio cor went and got some. I CANT EXPLAIN HOW BAD THIS SHIT WAS!!!!!!!!!!! It made ur throat feel like u just swallowed pop and pop rocks and my tounge was numb and my nostals were burning and not to mention it was so harsh we couldnt stop coughing. So after that we all just chilled and watched mad tv and say the most hilarious skit on the fuckin face of the earth.(wedding cake, balls, wig, bloody head) HILARIOUS!!!! So after that my cousin and brian left matts house and shortly after that cor and kt left. So it was me, nick, matt, and meg. We sat around until meg got a call from who.........CRAIG. What a shock i know, but so he was on his way. I decided to go take an hour nap. When i woke up it was 3:00am and i fel\t like shit. Everyone was downstairs chattin the night away so i thought that i should join them. I went down and everyone was there xcept for, u guessed it.....nick! Y u ask? well its because hes jealous of any guy whos around megan and so he was in matts room on the comp. I honestly cant stand that shit anymore. So after talking for like 3 hrs i complained to meg that i didnt want to sleep over matts and wanted to go home. So megan agreed and took me home. I had the best sleep in the world I slept from 6am to 1:10pm I was fuckin knocked the hell out. If it wasnt for my cousin who called me i would of slept for like 3 mor hours but oh well.

If u havent read kt or cors journal u should because BRIAN FUCKIN MORMAN called kt and ordered 100 cancer pins. When she told me i almost shit myself. The 3rd best punter in the nfl ordered pins from us!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So meg, boby and i went over kts last night and made pins. That was an experience and a half.

Today at school my roomate as usual was sleeping when i got back from class. Will(swimmer will) and kt were fighting over this paper that wa on my wall that i told kt to take down because it said shit about my roomate so will(swimmer) tried to grab it from her and read it outloud. So they were fighting on my bed hile i was trying to sleep. My roommate got pissed from all the noise and wa like im gunna flip if u guys dont shut up. Now its noon and this child is still sleeping. So swimmer will was like hey its noon, maybe if u woke up and actually went to classes u wouldnt have these probs. I ALMOST SHIT A BRICK OF WEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was the funniest thing anyone has ever said to him. WOW what a damn day. Im suprised kt and i werent arrested for harassment. We were standing in the hallway of my dormbuilding and asking ppl as they walked by id they would but a pin. We made quite some cash and people were making orders like woah(thatwas the gayest ting ive ever said, who says like woah????)

WELL IM DONE OH AND KT.........I HAVE TO POOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shit from corrie o's jounal

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 21:12:55 GMT

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Fun Weekend Continued.................

Mon, 01 Nov 2004 02:30:43 GMT

At bobby's we decided to wind down b4 out nite of xcitment. We all decided to have a drink.(xcept megan) Booby and kt had vodka with squirt(it was flat) while corrie o and i were havin shots of hypnotic! That was the best shit ive ever had!! Kt rode the porclin elephant in bobbys living room and broke the leg off. I was a little offended that she rode my relative so hard like that!!! lolol After that we decide the T-Unit song: Usher's Yeah (Peace Up, A Town Down ) After that the nit had begun of high stress and a shit load of fun: Tanks, Douche, Pancakes, BUSH&KERRY,pictures, and Canada! I was a little upset that some hobo stole the bottle of Hypnotic that we hid under a park bench. I hould of just chuged the thing b4 we went over the border! After all that I went home and then had to get up at freakin 7:40am to take my dad to work. I only got 3 hrs and 40 mi of sleep, i was pissed!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday:

i heard about megans drama about karate and all the bullshit there. We were invited to ambers nephews 1st b-day bash so joe, megan, and i went and didnt stay long because i had to go to buff state to do my laundry. (my mom said that if i brought it home she'd kick my ass) Me saw alot of peoples costumes that were goin to parties. My roomate was goin to a casino on the reservation dressed like an asshole. He had on shorts and a tshirt with boots and a wrist band on his leg. What a jerk!!!!!!!!!! I swear i cant wait till next semester when he's gone!!!!!!!!!! So after that we went to mcdonalds and then back to megans house. We were looking for something to do since we knew that kt,cor, and bobby were out at a party. So we called matt and nick: no responce from either of them. So we listened to a song wrote by megans sister courtney. IT WAS THE WORST THING MY EARS HAD EXPERIENCED SINCE MY MOTHERS KOREAN RAP!!! I wanted to couldnt decide wether to laugh or vomitt. Megan was crackin up right in her sisters face about it. Megan doesnt look like it but shes a mean bitch sometimes!!! lolol So i got bored and went home. Shortly after being dropped off matt called megan and said we could go over his house. MOTHER FUCKER WHERE WERE U 10 MIN AGO WHEN WE WERE BORED???? I was pissed when i found out. So today (sunday) nothing big just layin around the house and kt and cor started a fund to help roswell and im in it so i have to give them money. I hope this works out!!!